I climbed up the door and opened the stairs,
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers,
Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes,
Picked up my eggs and toasted the news,
I couldn't tell my left from right,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
That evening at last I felt normal again,
So I picked up my mother and called the phone,
I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone,
Even at midnight the sun was still bright,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!

I loved you once
I loved you twice
But you just weren't very nice
So i moved on with some fear
And all i got was just a tear
But you taught me one thing i'll always enhance
That sometime's life only gives you one chance
So take that courage when it does
Take it and don't be like i was
Cause now i want you back
But I really don't see that!

*~*From a distance*~*
From a distance I watch him
And there is no controling his mind or his heart
For i am just watching with a smile so grim
It is ripping me apart I cannot change him
He loves her and thats the way it has to be
Because I am afraid he does not love me
And its sad to say
That he feels this way!

---Playa---
I sit here and wonder if your really into me
Or if you just like what you see
Im not a stupid gurl
So don't play me for a fool
If you think im just along for the ride
Im not into that game
Im really beginning to like what i see in you
Im hoping maybe you like me too

*..:Blind:..*
..How can I be so blind..
..To think that you made up your mind..
..Why am I so unconscious..
..To think to you, I'm so lucious..
..Am I that mislead..
..To think you actually meant what you said..
..How did I get myself into this mess..
..I thought it would be for the best..
..My point is... You don't realize how deep you get..
..Until you regret the day you met..

*I wonder what I see in you*
*Then I look*
*And I know to love you, your more than just a clue*
*I look in your eyes*
*And I know you'll tell me no lies*
*Then I looked at you in a differant view*
*Thats when I saw the real you*

I Always Imagine Your Gentle Touch
If Only You Knew I Felt This Much
Not Being With You I'm Falling Apart
Cuz I Don't Know How To Get To Your Heart
If You Could Only See The Luv In My Eyes
Of All Those Nights I Sat And Cried
Just Look At Me I'm Standing Here
Just Call Out My Name And I'll Be There
How Long The Wait, I Don't Know
When That Day Comes I'll Let It Show
If Only You Knew My Feelings For You
I'll Stay Hopeful You'll Feel The Same Way Too

I always thought U+Me=Never,
You made me believe me it meant forever,
When you said that, I believed it was true,
Even my friends believed i wuz the one for you.
*
For weeks I cried, And for weeks I tried,
For weeks all i did was long...
Then I realized, from the beginning, I was rite, and u were wrong.

Sometimes I remember
When we were together
Everything was perfect
In each and every way
You loved me forever, and more each day
I should have known
It was too good to be true
I held my head high
And tried and tried, to say goodbye
I thought about our memories
And all the good times
The times I had you So tight in my arms
And knew that it was true
That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do

-I 'll be fine-
i'll be fine w/o u
i won't even cry
even though i know
"i love you" was a lie
so go on with ur life
and i'll go on with mine
getting pass the knowledge
all u did was lie
i'm willing to be friends
but it will take time untill than....good-bye!

i should have thought faster
i didnt have a clue
i was irrational and what not
but i should have came to you
the sad thing is, you came back
trying to bring me home
ur eyes were filled with so many tears
oh...now i feel so alone
why couldn't i look past the void
that kept us far apart
i couldn't find a way to forgive you
because u had broken my heart
and now it's all so different
we both changed a lot
u moved on and found a girl
it's like you just forgot
while im slowly punishing myself
for not figuring out why
and im completely lost and so confused
because i CANT say good bye

        *i will still be loving you*       
:+: i cant describe diz love i have fer yew :+:
:+: da onlie thing i kno iz dat itz tru :+:
:+: n when da sun goez away :+:
:+: u brighten up da rest of muh day :+:
:+: i cant describle da way i feel :+:
:+: my heart tellz me dat diz love iz real :+:
:+: u know that when all muh dayz n nitez are thru :+:
:+: i will still be loving you :+:
       .·:*i love you*:·.

SOMEBODY CARES
Though we can't be together
Somebody cares
if you're happy today,
If your heart
is cheerful and light.
Somebody cares
if you're feeling good
And everything's
going just right.
And somebody hopes
that this message will show,
In a warm little
heart-to-heart way..
You're thought of,
remembered,
and happily wished
An especially wonderful day!

~Asian Pride~
asian pride is on my mind
asian blood is in my kind
so step aside and let me through
cuz its all about the asian crew
asian love is all around
for my fellow asians never let me down
so show your pride and say its true
cuz asian genes can be in you

*ThE nOt So PeRfeCt GuY~
If you ask me what i look for in a guy
I will say that i look for a guy who tryz
A guy who lives life and deals with what it brings
And not someone who will try to buy my luv wit diamond rings
Im not asking for the so called "perfect guy"
Just some who will be there for me if i need to cry
someone who will always care
someone who will lend a hand and will always be there*

First kiss
when u kissed me my whole body shook
i didnt know what to do
i didnt know where to look
i gently closed my eyes
and put my hands on ur face
and i felt my heart start to race
we looked at each other
and smiled in bliss
because u were my first real kiss

You said you loved me
I thought it was true
You said you wanted it to lat for ever
i did too
2 monthes later it was over
i sitll loved you
3 months after the break up
we found our love agian
it on;'y lasted for a day
you said i would see you again
you lied
Now it is more then a year later
I still love you
While your telling some other girl
you love her

He means so much to me i just wish he knew
because when im around him the skys a different blue
and when he talks to me my knees begin to shake
the last thing i want is another heartbreak
if he would love me like i do
i could tell him that i will always be true
but when i try to talk i just dont know what to say
because i know he doesnt feel the same way

you loved me
you loved me not
you loved me
and then told my friend she was hott
did u really love me
let me think
ummmmm..... NO!

We laughed&talked&had so much fun
but soon we will have none
we were such good friends & that u can't deny
but now we will have to say goodbye
i will miss u very much , even if i will still see u
becuz i know we won't be like we used to
you will go your way & i will go mine
but i will think about you all the time

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still feel the same
Would you hear me at night
When I whisper your name
Would you remember me each day
And know that our love was so true
Would you remember our night together
When I was holding you
Would you break down and cry
A river of endless tears
Would you be able to feel me
If ever I was near
  Would you understand my feelings
Could you deal with the pain
Or would you go crazy
And try to take all the blame
Would you know that I still love you
Through all the pain and sorrow
Would you still be in love with me
If I leave here tomorrow?